Arash Zeini

There is not much to say, except that today we had our last visit. I am endlessly sad for leaving Amitis.
I told her that I won’t be seeing her much for the months to come and she got very shy and “verlegen”. With a shy smile on her face, Amitis told me: “Come to my house!”
Later I showed her pictures of Nepal and told her that this is where I was to go soon. She said: “I want to come with you!” And she said that she wants to go on those big mountains. I explained that she needed to wait to grow up. She asked: “Can I go on Baby mountains?”

من
پری كوچك غمگینی را
می شناسم كه در اقیانوسی مسكن دارد
و دلش را در یك نی لبك چوبین
می نوازد آرام آرام.

پری كوچك غمگینی
كه شب از یك بوسه می میرد
و سحرگاه از یك بوسه به دنیا خواهد آمد.

فروغ؛ تولدی دیگر.

how to define happines, if asked. But I know that I experienced it today in the court as I was told that Amitis wants to live with me: “I want to live with Baba in Iran”

I know: I am just emotional and much more … I am sorry for being happy, I apologize!

Hallo und Guten Abend,

Ich habe in letzter Zeit soviel Englisch geschrieben, dass es mir wieder nach Deutsch ist. Also versuche ich mal einen Eintrag in Deutsch.

Amitis war heute extrem gut d’rauf. Ich habe sie von der Schule abgeholt. Sie hat sich sehr gefreut. Dort schon wollte sie nicht loslassen, und hat geschmust ohne Ende. Das tut Baba natuerlich sehr gut. Mir war nicht richtig nach meiner Wohnung zu Mute, also sind wir zum Strand gegangen. So hat Amitis viel Spass und wir vermeiden die lange Autofahrt. Es war auch Zeit, dass wir endlich das Auquarium besuchen. Wir hatten es zweimal ohne Glueck versucht. Heute hatten sie aber auf. Amitis hat es richtig genossen. Continue Reading »

I have been working the whole day. I have been in Starbucks working on my trial issues since 11 am, after I dropped Amitis off at her school. I am really tiered now.

Today’s visit went fine. Mr. Robinson is back from his vacation. The nice thing was that Amitis had made me an invitation for the coming Friday, which they gave me at her school. I am supposed to drop her off and have donuts there. I think it must be father’s day or so. It is dedicated to the “Men in our life”. I think it is really nice of the school to think of me and to involve me in these things. It is just too sad that on that day we have the court hearing. I will nevertheless try to be there on Friday.

Now I need to go and rest.